i've been posted to sispec... damn... juz the thought of going back to tekong depresses me.. but i guess i juz have to accept it... its not like i can do anything bout it.. but i really wonder if i can take the training if all the stories that i've heard are true... hmmm... oh well, at least when i come out i'll get 3 stripes... haha... but i know its not much lah compared to most of my platoon mates... i found out that a lot of the peeps in my company are heading to OCS... what the hell man... i think almost a quarter of them are posted there... crap... i'll probably have to salute them the next time i see them.... haha... the beginning is here! zin, sorry for whining to ya this afternoon! i'm juz a whiny ass! heh... 2 more days...


Riz lost himself at 9/17/2005 12:20:00 am

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yea, i'm back from the evil clutches of bmt.. but i don feel exhilarated or anything like what i thought i would feel... i feel empty... wtf... i'm supposed to be feeling happy for goodness sake! where are those feelings!! damn, i think i'm seriously losing it.. what have i been doing ever since i passed out from tekong? well, nothing much... played soccer with my platoon on fri, went out with my nyp buddies on sat and attended 2 malay weddings yesterday with my family... hmmm, that's bout it.... i'll be getting my next posting this coming friday... like my dad said, its only the beginning... i wonder what lies in store for me...

dave will be continuing his commando training, so congrats to him... haha... and akil will only be passing out on wed, which means he'll only have 4 days to rest till his next posting... he was complaining to me bout how he would have seen 3 batches of my company throughout his stay in bmt... the first batch was when he first came in, the second when i came in, and the third, the batch after mine... heh...

oh yah, bout the murder of the filipino lady, the murder actually happened in my area.... damn... now, that's scary....


Riz lost himself at 9/12/2005 05:59:00 pm

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